If you ever have walked in these shoes, you will know daily how much I hurt and aches for having lost the 'One'.īelieve me, it took 50 years to find happiness, and I screwed up royally. The song is her, my lover, talking to me.
What makes me happy was my lover and I have tried to get a chance at her heart again, but the walls are up and while she texts a little bit, she says she will never come back. I spent months away changing my life, finding what makes me happy, and started the divorce. I fell in love with a fantastic woman while still married, and stayed married in a loveless relationship for years.Įventually, I pushed her away, not because I don't love her, but was sick of hurting her. I have read and listened to this a hundred times and can tell you that, while ashamed, this represents me.
